iubesc ceea ce emana! cata Lumina, cata pace, cata seninatate, cata umilinta, cat dor de Dumnezeu, cata puritate,bunatate, daruire, abandon ..Sinele straluceste si se unifica cu Universul .. lumea se absoarbe in nemurire traind-o ..traieste-o, traieste-te, bucura-te si adora-te pentru ceea ce primesti de la Univers ..Universul intreg este in tine si tu in el..danseaza, imbratiseaza-l, sopteste-i, mangaie-l ..spune-i ca-L iubesti si-I multumesti ..Te aude si te asculta! te indruma si iti arata! te primeste si te incanta! te poarta in culori paradisiace si iti deschide Poarta Luminii albe!

The body has a specific kind of consciousness through which messages are clearly delivered. In fact, the body itself is a living metaphor that mirrors your mind, emotions and spirit. However, the body also remembers all it has experienced, and consequently holds the consciousness of the past within it, including past wounds and traumas. In healing these, remember the innocence of your body. Treat it with love and respect. Open yourself to be aware of its messages and metaphors rather than storing them. Be willing to look at the positive intent beneath any symptoms or physical process your body is using to communicate. Explore whatever it may be asking you to see.
In this alignment process, you can use images or energies that come to you in meditation or dreams. Journey through your body to catalyze and explore any sensations, colors, shapes, or images.
In these times we have a profound opportunity to transcend both our physical and our spiritual genetics.
Learn to expand and utilize your senses to access your body's wisdom and vitality. Don't 'think' about it; simply allow your body to sense intuitively the solutions necessary for change and growth.

Within the body are held the keys to fully awakening our consciousness.
This deeper understanding is expressed in tantric practices, where spirituality and sexuality are integrated and honoured as a means to enlightenment.
Use the body as a tool for transformation.
An awakened state of remembrance will naturally blossom within you. Remembrance means having direct access to your expanded presence through an intrinsic perception of unity.
Remembrance is your recognition of the larger pattern and your connection to it, often facilitated through dreams, art, music, colors and creative pursuits.
As you open to self-remembrance, you become a beacon and receiver for cosmic consciousness.
This communication creates the gradual opening of the third eye.
As this eye opens and your communication becomes more refined, you will notice more signs, signals and understanding coming to you.
These are all for your growth and evolution - a feedback system from which you can gain insight about your journey.
Nine is the number of Quetzalcoatl, buddha, and Christ.
Is a symbol for great teachers who have come to translate universal wisdom to humanity, to embody the awakened state of consciousness that is accessible to all.
Such teachers serve as a connection to the Divine and hold the promise of full self-mastery.

Be with others who support your fullest expression.
Embody the mystic gift of trust in direct guidance. Through trust, you journey to the place of 'no time' and limitless light. There you will undergo the transformations to embody solar heart and mind.
Accept this gift of knowing in grace, as you would receive the morning light by turning your face to the Sun.
Grace is an unexpected touch, a blessing given in love, a natural gift from the universe.
 Use the power of love like an electrical current to serve the light.
Open fully to feel and receive it!
Trust in guidance is an essential attitude.
Trust in Spirit to provide all you need, and trust that what is given will serve your highest evolution.
Trust in the wisdom of the "Mind of Light curriculum."
Trust in your inner voice, your feelings, your moment-by-moment guidance.This is Spirit's clear confirmation.
 Trust as an open vehicle for Spirit, your mystical intelligence, your divine guidance. Embody your ability to commune with cosmic intelligence.

 Plant it within yourself so that it becomes a blossoming tree of consciousness.
 Colours are indigo and gold, combining the limitlessness of the night sky with the freedom of the daytime Sun.
If you desire to access grace and trust, focus on these colours.

Believe in yourself and believe in your dreams and visions, no matter how they may be perceived by others. You are the eagle's vision.
 Remember, you are in human form for a divine reason!  

You have chosen this form in order to participate in the great miracle! 
Walk with ease in commitment to your destiny. Allow yourself to explore and play compassionately as a planetary server. You are the emissary of the great change.


Your purpose can be as simple as expressing love and light - and that is enough! Take heart. There are great gifts being offered for your participation in healing the global mind.
 This may also be seen in self-sacrificing behaviour, an inability to say no, or an attachment to rescuing others.
 In this shadow, your desire to serve needs to be tempered with self-nourishment and sustaining rest.

 If you neglect your personal needs and desires and do not allow time for joy and rest, you may feel depleted and lacking.

 Hold yourself in the same compassion as you hold the world. Strive to keep your personal needs in balance with planetary service. Fill your personal cup. Take loving care of yourself, and your cup will naturally overflow to empower your work with others.

 Believe in yourself!
Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart.
An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception.

Allowing yourself to 'not know' opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe.

When you feel effectively engaged, doing what gives you joy, your energy naturally expands to inlcude more of who you are, and magic flows synchronistically into your life. Claim your alignment with the highest wisdom. Call forth divine action in all that you do!
A magician dances the dance of love through offering gifts of freedom to others.
Freed from the need to use power to manipulate or control, a magician uses wisdom to manifest liberation and love.

While you play the melody of your journey's spirit song, the Creator provides the harmony.
Melody is to music what story line is to story.
Utilize the elements you have chosen for exploration in your life - your gifts, talents, abilities, motivations, circumstances, and the other characters in your play.
Understand that you are the player and the played in the melody in your life.
 Be open and flexible, allowing changing reference points to become dynamic allies. Open to the workings of destiny offered by universal movement.

The Cosmic Serpent

Inspired by Jeremy Narby's book The Cosmic Serpent.  In the Amazon the snakes are respected and revered, shamans speak of the power of snakes especially anacondas and boas, lies in the digestive enzymes which can break down not only soft tissue but bones, hooves, teeth etc.  In this painting there are ancient serpent symbols, the lower left is the abraxas which is known to be around for more then 2000 years,  Abrasax is the name given by the Gnostics to the Supreme Deity, however, the symbol is thought to be of Basilidian origin.  It was believed that Abraxas was the name of a god who incorporated both Good and Evil (God and Demiurge) in one entity, and therefore representing the monotheistic God, singular, but (unlike e.g. the Christian God) not omni-benevolent. Abraxas has been claimed to be both an Egyptian god and a demon, sometimes even being associated with the dual nature of Satan/Lucifer. This is possibly the origin of the word abracadabra, although other explanations exist.

"The bird fights its way out of the egg. The egg is the world. Who would be born first must destroy a world. The bird flies to God. That God's name is Abraxas" - Herman Hesse, Demian

The symbol in the top left corner is a Chnoubis is an Egyptian Gnostic solar icon, found most often on gnostic gems, and amulets for protection against poison and disease. It is a composite figure with the head of a lion and the body of a serpent, usually with seven rays emanating from the head, sometimes, with the twelve zodiacal signs. Chnoubis is an aspect of the Gnostic Demiurge, Yaldabaoth, and is associated with Abraxas. Images of Chnoubis are most often found inscribed on gnostic gems, small talismans made from semi-precious stone, that date from the first century onward.

On the top right is a serpent wrapped around an egg which symbolizes the universe.

The snake in the hands of the indigenous woman is releasing information that is going into the earths atmosphere representing Francis Crick's theory of directed panspermia.  Around the earth is the mythical band of an  holding Ouroburos the earth together, however, it has been converted into two serpents intertwined devouring their tail representing DNA coding.

Kamala

Kamala or Kamalatmikais reckoned as the tenth or the last of the Mahavidyas, while Kali is the first and the foremost Mahavidya. It is often asserted that there are no distinctions of superiority/inferiority among the Mahavidya, yet Kamala is not as important as kali in the Mahavidya tradition. While Kali represents the highest state of consciousness, Kamala is related to material wellbeing  and worldly comforts. She represents the mundane state of consciousness that the Sadhaka seeks to restrain and finally overcome. Kali is transcendental experience, while Kamala is what is ‘here –and-now’. Kamala Mahavidya is one who binds to the world; and is not seen as a liberator. The Kali is the liberator (mukti dayani); and the Kali-consciousness is the ultimate.

56.1. Some wonder how Kamala who is derived from auspicious aspects of Lakshmi the bestower of wealth and good luck could be included in the group of tantric goddesses. However, the Mahavidya texts explain that Kamala as Mahavidya is not the same as Shri or Lakshmi. She differs from them in many aspects; and she indeed is a Mahavidya in her own right. Kamala Mahavidya is not the spouse or the beloved of Vishnu. She is an independent goddess and does not play the role of a spouse. Kamala is associated with the Shiva-cult just as the other Mahavidyas. She is, at times, addressed as Raudri, Sati, Kapali and Gauri. Although benign and auspicious qualities are prominent in her character, there are many fearsome and dangerous aspects to her nature. Kamala is a destroyer of demons. Similar to some other Mahavidya: Kamala wears garlands of skulls (runda-mala); her form is awful (ghora), terrible (bhima) and of a negative nature (tamasi) . One of her many names refers to her as  Kalaratri, a fearsome aspect of kali. Kamala is also said to share some of the characteristics of Matangi, Dhumavati, and Bhairavi who are noted for their scary aspects.

55.2. Kamala as Mahavidya is said to be a reflection of Shri the Vedic deity as also of Lakshmi the goddess of wealth and beauty. Mahalakshmi is celebrated in the Devi Mahatmya as the Supreme Goddess manifesting herself as Maha-Sarasvathi (Sattva), Mahalakshmi (Rajas) and as Maha-Kali (Tamas);    and as one who presides over every aspect of the Universe. And, Kamala in the Sri Vidya tradition represents the Supreme Mother herself. Sri Muthuswami Dikshitar in his most magnificent set of Kamalamba Navavarana kritis celebrated the glory of Sri Kamalamba. 

All these deities are widely worshipped. But , Mahavidya Kamala is different from all of them. Kamala here is not endowed with the powers of Mahalakshmi; she enjoys neither the prestige of Mahalakshmi in the Tantra tradition, nor the wide acceptance of Lakshmi in the orthodox tradition. Kamala as Mahavidya is a tantric deity who is invoked mainly in rituals seeking wealth, power and   hidden treasures.

The formulators of the Mahavidya cult, it appears, modified or downplayed the essential benign aspects of Shri and Lakshmi in order to render Kamala more suitable to be included in the Mahavidya group. They stressed her independence (svatantrya), minimized her role as a spouse and gave her terrible forms that are associated with the deities of the Shiva cult. Thus, Kamala retains the character of Lakshmi; and definitely is linked to Lakshmi; yet, she is different from Lakshmi. Kamala‘s portrait has been drawn selectively. Kamala, the Tantric form of Lakshmi, combines in herself many auspicious virtues and attributes along with a few terrible aspects. Like Kali, the Tantric Kamala embraces the light and the darkness, for she is the totality.She can be propitiated both for worldly goals and for spiritual attainments.

The iconographies of Mahavidya Kamala  (she of the lotus ) describe her as   strikingly beautiful  glowing in her golden complexion , as  a powerful goddess in her own might sitting alone (not accompanied by the spouse) on a lotus amidst a pond. And, sometimes she is flanked by two or four elephants showering water or nectar over her from bejeweled pots held in their upraised trunks. She holds two lotuses in her two upper hands; wears a crown sparkling with gems. Kamala gestures mudras bestowing boons (varada) and fearlessness (abhaya). Kamala is presented as the goddess who destroys poverty, and as one who grants wellbeing, prosperity and fertility.

Kamala indeed resembles Gaja-Lakshmi. The lotus on which she is seated denotes fertility and life. It also suggests spirituality, power and authority. The elephants stand for royal authority, wealth and magnificence. They are also related to clouds, rain and fertility.

“She has a beautiful golden complexion. She is being bathed by four large elephants who pour jars of nectar over her.  In her four hands she holds two lotuses and makes the signs of granting boons and giving assurance.  She wears a resplendent crown and a silken dress. I pay obeisance to Her who is seated on a lotus in a lotus posture.”

Kamala is the beginning and the end of our worship of the Great Goddess. We initially approach the Mother  seeking help in achieving human needs and desires like health, prosperity, and a happy family. We complete our understanding of the Mother by seeing her presence even in the ordinary things and experiences of life ; and in  realizing there is nothing that is outside her. She is in everything and she transcends everything.